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where knowledge meets a sun // a bulb, fluorescent.
     tables spinning: as the sparrow does, a soft landing. feet
on the floor, grasping for an end. all circles rerouted // rewroughted.

     the clock strikes eight. fifty-two scattered. fifty-two and nine
in the absence of ghosts. us an ouroboros: serpents,

     incisors plummeting through palm.//the queen of hearts
shreds. before the road ended she loved a hundred days. //

     tears in the mirror. the scythe sings greed.
our bets land hollow. // everything whole is swallowed,

     pennies and gold on the tongue. in offering, i’ll give us this-
joy burnt and weighed / in feathers. // tonight, we seek

     no precious time: for emptiness unreturned,
i fold at midnight.

Ivi Hua


I go to the library sweating-
drenched in guilt of noise making.
Behind, under, in the shadows...
Silently and not, you’ve made the heart sing.

I go to the park dreading
youth’s penchant for creating
azure, amber, violet strokes.
Invisibly, you’ve made the heart green.

I go to my bed aching,
shaking, twitching and needing.
In this childhood sanctuary-
Impossibly, you’ve made yourself missing.

Fruit sweet and sweating,

Sinners singing pleading.

Phantom spirits hissing-

You’ll also die dreaming.

Yaa Mensah-King

Untitled (Closely), digital photograph, 2020: Mika Simoncelli

Untitled (Closely), digital photograph, 2020: Mika Simoncelli

Untitled (Armpit), digital photograph, 2020: Mika Simoncelli

Spackenkill: Jared Tennant

Spackenkill: Jared Tennant


I once read that memories are the mind’s paintings.

          In your portrait, the colors are fading, lingering wisps of love thoughts: golden leaves on fire, silver rain spilling from swollen clouds, wood chips eating my soles from the playground where you almost kissed me. I see you’ve designed new sketches though: two girls attached to your side, sticking their tongues out, and there are strobe lights blazing on a dark dance floor – I wonder, are you happy? Each illustration I scroll past blurs into a frenzied Jackson Pollock with splashes of White Claws and stains of perfected smiles.


          I so desperately want you to crave me in the same way I am devouring your sour posts. I poke and prod the opened artery, and oh, how it stings, but I keep going. The painting of us is losing its saturation, each intimate detail crumbling into the greyed canvas. But before my mind rests on how you once smelled like home and looked like joy and before my fingers find your contact name,

                                                                       I turn off my phone and go to sleep.

Evie Huang

Basketball: Jacob Nathan

Basketball: Jacob Nathan

Melanie (2018): Carson Stachura

Melanie (2018): Carson Stachura

Noa with Remote Shutter, Age 14, digital photograph, 2020: Mika Simoncelli

Noa with Remote Shutter, Age 14, digital photograph, 2020: Mika Simoncelli

9th Grade: Morgan Miller

9th Grade: Morgan Miller

9th Grade: Morgan Miller

9th Grade: Morgan Miller


Spackenkill: Jared Tennant

Alias: Ella Floyd

Alias: Ella Floyd

High School Pearls: Lumi Tuomi.jpg

High School Pearls: Lumi Tuomi

High School Pearls: Lumi Tuomi

High School Pearls: Lumi Tuomi


There’s a scar where my resistance used to be.

I used to have a big mole on my face
Bang in the middle of my left cheek,
Proud and pinky-brown
About the size of a pencil eraser.

It was loud and ugly,
Ugly in the best way,
Like an eastern-bloc car or a wad of chewing gum,

Ugly like graffiti, like rebellion,
Ugly like me like me like me.

My mole confronted you with disorder and I let it.

Like a stray hair or unscratchable itch.
It had no desire to please you,
My mole had no desire to brew your tea,
My mole did not care if you were comfortable.

It laughed in the face of symmetry,
It used to tell bad jokes,
To eat too fast and ask for seconds,
It used to loudly proclaim that it didn’t care for pretty girls.

Now it is dead - gone and sunk into a medical waste jar.

The doctor who did it was a nice man and a war criminal,
I told him my cheek was political and he smiled nervously like he knew.

Nicole Thackwray

Under the Sun: Jacob Nathan

Under the Sun: Jacob Nathan


lies for little girls
we lick them up like lollipops
to get to the center of the tootsie roll

how many licks does it take
to find her-

midriff top
spray of budding sex
perfume lip balm lies tucked in

her adult lady purse whispers

can I be desired
still be me

lies for little girls stuff socks down shirts

breasts and bellies squeezed, pinched

measured skirts, thighs erased
lies stare back, filtered selfie gaze

hearts, likes, comments
spell out lies on freshly shaved legs
lookin’ good babe
you need to lose weight

lies for little girls inhale pen vapes

smoke in mirrors, exhale to face

cement smiles on plastic doll face

it's too hard to tell the truth

succumb, submit just to please him

not me
no, never me

lies for little girls are
lies we tell each other

disguised as
slumber party secrets

graffiti on bathroom walls

confessions echo
to be a girl
a woman
is to be sexual


how many partners or                               lack thereof

measure her worth

tell the other girls                       she is hot, she is wanted, she is loved
tick the box
which one are you?

sexy and slutty                                        a part of the gang?

virginal and uptight                                 a loser, a drag?

lies for little girls is                                     virginity
give it away quick                                  guard it for life
her hymen gold is                          encrusted contradiction saturated laws abide
prude slut kitten sex pot arch your back plump your lips eat an ice cream suck his dick

make it sexual,
it is that easy

what we are

what you are

lies for little girls        is this

sweet and pretty

wrapped in a bubblegum bow

twisted at both ends like a     tootsie roll

Katherine Breeden

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Lowell, 2013: Ellie Musgrave

Thunderdome, 2017: Ellie Musgrave

Thunderdome, 2017: Ellie Musgrave

Anonymous: Sean Turner

Anonymous: Sean Turner


In highschool we ate pizza at Vito’s. It was a good slice there.

We had lockers to put our things. We had couches in the library and a red track. We had an auditorium with very uncomfortable wooden seats. We had a soccer field, and the other soccer field.

We ran. And we sang songs in the car. We had a parking lot and another parking lot.

My feelings were really really big then. Like so big, what the heck? I thought and felt everything viscerally. I thought I knew everything but also really knew I didn’t.

I panicked the same way I do now, pacing, in circles. But I’m better at calming myself down now, and they come less frequently.

In highschool we ate pizza at Vito’s and I didn’t have to take a lactaid.

I’m going to be 27 in a week. The youth threshold feels like it’s closing which is a thought that would piss off my parents. But it does. It feels like it’s closing.

In highschool sometimes it felt like everything was closing and everything was opening.

In highschool we ate pasta and laughed.

We overreacted.

There was all of us, together.

Jen Klockner

Gisela, Summer Afternoon (2018): Carson Stachura

Gisela, Summer Afternoon (2018): Carson Stachura

BOMB pop!: Ella Floyd

BOMB pop!: Ella Floyd


my bones were still stretching against skin, growing to build me while I tried to keep myself small. the everyday faces of humans not yet sure, faces unsure still of life, the world, whether they liked the sound of early birds better than the rush of city noise. hers was long and oval, framed by a curly head of hair. I did not have a name for the feeling, my heart fluttering frantically between my ribs, a bird trying to escape its golden cage. I fed it reassurances and rom-coms, convincing myself of crushes on actors on screens that would glow bluish in the nighttime. on the other tab, the cursor would blink, the quizzes always only one search away. am I?

Sina Aebischer

Portrait of Teddy for The One Who Got Away, Brooklyn, Summer 2023: Oliver Blank

Portrait of Teddy for The One Who Got Away, Brooklyn, Summer 2023: Oliver Blank


no one believes I am chinese because I am snow colored with freckles from the sun but really they were planted by the irish. perhaps if they cut me open they will expect me to bleed guinness. my hidden identity saves me a punch in the face and an expectation to be good at math. it is a compliment to be called a good student but i want to be multifaceted and unique like a snowflake, which has now become a loaded word due to those who load their guns more than their minds. so my As become Bs but only on report cards and never on my body. i say i like train rides and he shows me the railroad tracks on his arms that he made with razors that keep his cheeks clean. he brags of his own personal transit and my teenaged self believes it is my new job to keep him from his next self-harm journey. another he, a different and equally terrible he, cuts off my tongue as men so often do to talk and talk while i am so invisible i become silence itself. i wonder if the top song on his spotify end-of-year wrap playlist is the sound of his own voice. last summer i caught the bouquet at my cousin’s wedding which i thought was supposed to give you good luck in love but now i think it was cursed. i am seventeen years old and this has been the worst year of my life. my most common phrase is i don’t mind but really i mind very much. my tongue fumbles too much around the word no so it does something else instead. my body says no for me and now my soul lives in a sealed cave which no one can enter. my nails are always painted red because it is less expensive than to soak in your own blood. i do not smoke nor shoot any hard drugs but caffeine is a baby drug which i take with milk and caramel. it has given me what my mom calls a permanent swimming ring around the waistline but at least this means i will never drown. i want to scribble this note before this memory floats but i start and it is 3, 2, 1, pencils down. This particular time is up. everything else remains to be         written.

Caitlyn Hasenfratz

Gisela, Ocean City (2018): Carson Stachura

Gisela, Ocean City (2018): Carson Stachura

Saltwater Quarry: Jacob Nathan

Saltwater Quarry: Jacob Nathan

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Pearl Press


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